I cannot still this rasp of breathing
Or quiet an unrelenting mind;
Only watch a cold world, reeling
At the uncertainty of what I find.
Tag: perception
Exist
Could you hear me in our silence
Or did I not even exist?
Is all you are a child of violence
Doing anything for kicks
Or is there somewhere a heart in you
That’s worth it to miss?
Somewhere…
There’s a creepy old man
In an old haunted house
And I wonder if he knows
That he’s the creepy old man
In the old haunted house
Or if there’s highs as well as lows
And the creepy old man
In the old haunted house
Is just a man for whom time froze.
Whodunit
I can imagine how he thinks of me:
The weak girl’s desperation.
But to this day, I can’t believe
It was all his manipulation.
I believed that I was stronger;
Thought that I could play the part.
Pretend I was normal a little longer,
And maybe then I’d really start.
But in all eyes, I the fool
Was caught up in the act —
Though whether it was mine or his
I will never know for fact.
Appearances
I see a world of illusion
All determined by what we perceive
And I can’t comprehend your confusion
When I obsess over what they believe.
False
I feel false:
However hard I try,
The Truth from another angle
Becomes just another lie.
Late
I arrive there later on,
Long after you have come and gone.
You assume I wasn’t coming;
It’s simply that my clock is wrong.
Soul Cipher
I worry, if I write my soul,
There’s no one that would understand
And so, as if some ancient scroll,
I translate for my brave new land
But here, a word has lost its meaning
And there, a tune has lost its singing
And somewhere along the way has gone
The very thing that I wished put to song.
And yet, I worry, if I write my soul,
No one could ever understand
And maybe, the glass might be half full,
But that doesn’t mean it’s not half full of sand.
And, who could be that keen on drinking?
Better to reign as queen of over-thinking:
And decree instead of glasses, better a box,
And better still to double-check it locks.
Intentions (explicit)
I’m not intending to be shallow,
But shallow’s what I am;
Skin Deep
There are things that I’m supposed to feel
But I’m just playing out the part
And I’m worried what that hints of me
And what lies within my shallow heart.
There is a chill, an arrogance,
An over-thought-out line to use:
And I’m trying to believe it,
But I can’t quite accept the excuse.
Because I believe there should be something;
Otherwise would be too sad.
So here I am, with myself warring
For emotions that I never had.